After being attacked by a spirit or demon, there’s only one feeling I can describe……Helpless. I mean, “What can I do”?

It’s been 4 days since I was carved up by a ghost or Demon named TEX at the Old Washoe Club in Virginia City. The more I try to figure it out the less sense it makes. For those of you who didn’t read about the attack, I’ll give you a short recap. I was challenged to go into an old 150 year old morgue by myself and turn the light out. When I got home that night; I had the name TEX carved into my tummy. It is still there. I’m hitting it aggressively with steroid cream to prevent it from scarring.

But  this whole time I’ve been wondering, why me?  This was my first reaction and it seems the most plausible.  Before my 4 family members and I entered the club, a party of about 12 ghost hunter wannabes in their young 20’s or teens were coming out of the “Crypt” or “Morgue”.  They were laughing and giggling.  They were displaying a very disrespectful attitude for those spirits stuck at the mining town water hole.  I’m sure this aggravated or “Provoked” the paranormal powers.

My family went in next.  There were 5 of us.  My sister was very interested as she’s had paranormal experiences before.  She received a phone call from her father while he was in a coma.  Apparently he dialed collect twice. Later than night he died.  She checked her phone bill and it showed no documentation of any collect calls.  So she is really into the paranormal.  But we were polite, however my brother kept repeating a mantra in an attempt to manifest an apparition.

My brother, whom I had met for the first time in my life (That’s a whole different story) and I had just driven 550 miles the day before to visit our mother’s grave site.  He only met our mom once as he was adopted as an infant.  He wanted to visit her grave.  So on my birthday he flew out west from Michigan and we had a spontaneous “Road Trip” (About 275 miles each way) all in one day.  It was 8.5 hours of driving but a great way to get to know each other.

I, as you may or may not know am a Christian that is open to Theosophy.  It’s the why or how behind the what.  I believe as Thomas Jefferson said: “Question boldly everything, even the very existence of God for if there be one, he would surely pay homage to logic than blind fear”.  I believe in the Holy Trinity and the New Testament.  I believe in my translation of the scriptures.  (As read with an open mind).  So when I was in a place that was known for harboring demonic entities or human spirits that had crossed over, I had no fear as I “clung to my belief system”.  I felt the Holy spirit would protect me.  I did not pray for protection as I pray everyday for forgiveness, blessings for health and good abundance.  So when I arrived at home with TEX carved into my abdomen, I felt a bit let down by my spiritual back up.

My best friend when I was a teen became a Lutheran minister.  He advised me to give it a week.  Continue to wear my Crucifix, and if it has not gone by Saturday, to go see a Catholic priest.  They are trained in Demonology.  I don’t feel like I brought anything home with me except something’s name on my tummy.

And to finish off the Irony; We watched the movie “Ghost” tonight.  I found it sad at the end because I couldn’t help but wonder how Patrick Swayzy’s family feels when they see their boy filming his death scene.

I’ve had lots of questions from the local news station to fans of the TV show “The Dead Files”.  Many who are attracted to the paranormal because they’ve had paranormal experiences.  Very few have been scratched or in my case, autographed.  They all can’t imagine how it feels.  I can’t either.

My best answer is: “What can I do”?  I’m partly in denial, and am treating it like I picked up a tick and I’m ignoring the possibility that it could be the work of a demonic creature.  I think I’m less concerned because I have faith in God.  After all of life’s let downs, I know God will not forsake me.  I also know that the demons are stronger than man.  But they fear Christ, The Father and the Holy Spirit.

Do I think it was a stupid thing to do?  In retrospect; No.  I was curious.  I wasn’t testing my faith, I was practicing my faith.  Perhaps God picked the strongest of the family to be attacked.  I was questioning the existence of spirits and other entities.  Do I hold a grudge against The Holy Spirit for allowing TEX to cut me? Not at all.  In fact, I prayed to God to forgive TEX and prayed to the Arch Angel Michael to guide TEX into the light.

Life is about love.  Love comes in many manifestations. Love can hurt and love means forgiving.  The Bible is full of examples where we need to show forgiveness in order to be forgiven.  I know I am far from perfect.  We know that the Bible is full of sacrifices.  Christ, (God in human form) gave his human life for our spiritual lives.   Am I freaked out? No.  I’ve learned a great lesson from this and it has strengthened my belief system.

Three days later

PARANORMAL REALITY T.V.

“I Want to Believe” ~ The X-Files

Many of us want to believe there is more to life than is viewable within the light spectrum.  As we learn, we want to learn more.  A part of our brain pushes us to find an answer to the unexplained.  Where did we come from? Where are we going after this? How did I get here?  These are the common questions we don’t ask in school.  (Unless your life sucks)

Science is of no help until you get to the Quantum Physics Level.  (The study of life at the atomic level) But quantum physics is not something your public High School or Junior college is going to teach you.  It’s not until you decide to major in Physics OR decide you need to learn more about atomic structuring on the molecular level.  (How everything in existence is vibrating) Academic Science has a useless paradigm that: “If it cannot be proven and reproduced in a lab, it doesn’t exist.  The only thing that is proven by failure is ignorance.  Once again: “The only thing that is proven by failure is ignorance”.  Those who are 40,000 years ahead of us in technology may know how to teleport atomic particles as easy as making toast.

I agree with Thomas Jefferson who said: “Question with boldness even the existence of a God; because, if there be one, He must more approve of the homage of reason, than that of blind-folded fear”.  I believe in keeping an open mind but not so open that I trip over it.

Finally, the question that supports all of the other interest in UFOs, Ghosts, and spirits, is our optimistic curiosity that something better than this exists.

One issue that I believe atheist fear is the concept of good and evil and its’ affect in an afterlife.  These are people who fear uncertainty and are more comfortable with the paradigm that life is finite and that all quantum existence ceases to exist.  We know this is not true as often in our bio existence, we see that some things have to die (In its’ current state) to transform into something new.  We also know that continuity can be disrupted, but the molecules still remain.  The real $65,000 question is; “Where does the energy go”?

So we develop a personal belief system.  Religion is based on historical stories.  Often one’s religious belief structure is strengthened by “answered prayers”, while others are taught a dogma and adhere to it out of “blind fear” as Jefferson would say.  I might add that there is nothing wrong with that approach either.

Some people believe that we are ancestors of extra-terrestrial visitors from another “place”, and we were created by DNA manipulation to insure the survival of their specie.  They support their theory on credible eye witness testimony and unexplainable implants have been found in alleged abductees.

Those who believe in Theosophy, believe that our spirits are eternal, but do not necessarily believe in the Judeo-Christian discipline of life and death.  It is for lack of a better description, closer to Buddhism. They believe in reincarnation, but can’t explain why one is reincarnated.  Some will use the concept of “Karma” as a reason one would return to try and “Get it right”.

Recently, quantum physicists have been exploring the “String Theory”.  It’s a concept of parallel universes that often inadvertently intersect.  This could account for UFO or advanced life forms (gods)  It also proposes the Idea of “worm holes” in space as Einstein considered.  Below is the wonderful Dr. Michio Kaku.  He is atypical and an anomaly to say the least in that he is a Physicist with an OPEN MIND!

I can’t disprove any of these theories, but when I evaluate all that I have learned, it comes down to what “resonates” deep within my “soul”.  I will define the existence of the soul in another article.

I thought it was just Obama oppression/Depression but it’s POSSESSION.  Read Jason Howerton’s article from the “INDYSTAR”. Police are afraid of the house and the demonic possession was witnessed by a social worker AND a nurse.  They say stuff like this will be common occurrence during the final days.